Thank you so much for taking the time to read something backlogged! I appreciate your comments. I really did like the way this turned out and you captured all the things about their relationship that intrigue me.
Damn. That hurts. In a good way. and it's doubly painful because we know that John wanted to save them too. Of course he did. And it's painful to imagine how much he had to go through to get to the point where he can make the hard decisions like this. And then to have Kyle, this man who he loves and respects so much throw it in his face.
Precisely. John wanted to save those men, but he had to save Kyle - everything was riding on that, only Kyle didn't know it.
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Date: 2008-06-29 03:51 am (UTC)Damn. That hurts. In a good way. and it's doubly painful because we know that John wanted to save them too. Of course he did. And it's painful to imagine how much he had to go through to get to the point where he can make the hard decisions like this. And then to have Kyle, this man who he loves and respects so much throw it in his face.
Precisely. John wanted to save those men, but he had to save Kyle - everything was riding on that, only Kyle didn't know it.
This fandom makes my brain hurt in a good way.